My two brothers & the younger of my two sisters, are determined that our Mum gets a "covid-booster", they are over-ruling me, I just hope that they don't regret their decision. Meanwhile, their despite for me has grown exponentially, there is no love from them for me, only ridicule & spite.
I'm nearing the end of my ability to hold on, once Mum has gone, I think it won't be long before I go too.. I can't see any hope of change for me, only this Hell that I endure getting worse & worse..
This world of tiny minds & tiny hearts, has shown me what it has to offer, which is, mostly, nothing that I want or need, nothing good. Yes, there are good people & good things happening, elsewhere, for other people, not here, not for me, I am depressed by the wilfully blind, self-congratulating egos of my siblings & their kind, to the point of feeling that, apart from caring for my Mum, I have little or nothing to stop me from leaving this world for the next.. It's just a matter of time now..
I recently experienced difficulties making payments to Rubin Report, so they've locked me out of my supporter status, I used the "contact us" to send them messages about this, hoping they'd sort it out for me while awaiting payment. I've been with RR since 2020, so I assumed they'd sort it out, they have not responded & although payment has now been made, my status has not changed back, to say I'm disappointed is a huge understatement.
