I'm so very tired of this life, once Mum is no longer here, I don't see anything to keep me here either.. I'm just so fucking lonely, so fucking tired of authority arseholes, so tired of the way the world has gone, so fearful of my own future here, so sick of the hate & the spite, the malice that enjoys the pain of others, I will be glad to leave this rotten world of pain & heartache..

I'm sorry Jesus, I just don't think I can make it thru the rest of this permanent, daily, weekly,monthly, yearly, pain & torture.. Please forgive me.. 😓